Friday, April 11, 2008

great morning tempted me to do this =)

seriously , today's just the same as any of other days , the morning is still the same as any other morning, but ... i just simply love to write something this morning , geez .

haha . i'll be going bac on monday , this means my trip bac to penang is coming to an end . oho !! my homesickness was cured, i got fully recharged , and ... i've been happy all this while =) hahaa . good for me .

so called 'holiday' is ending ,what awaits will be something great, rite ?? it's my As final coming soon , and i wanna get into a good university !!! tat's wat i am hoping , praying very very very much . yaya .. work hard , and it'll come gradually . dun worry . anything other than getting good results would be out of my control, rite ?? just study study study , pretend tat i dun hav a life this moment , haha . sounds pathetic , but we dun hav a choice i guess ?? rite ??

haha .. just go for it !! for everyone of us who have our dreams =) jia you jia you !!

well .... a great morning tempted me to write this , haha .

Friday, February 22, 2008

new year !! thailand !!

promised kath to get some new updates on my blog ..





okay , sorry , i had been lazy all this while , to be honest , blogging just don't suit me too well ..





1st . i'm not english proficient


2nd. i'm a lazy person


3rd. i get "tongue-tied" when i'm facing my monitor, too much to say , too much to blog, what shall i start with ??





haha .. back to the topic.





okay , lunar new year just passed , and i had a great holiday !! the only part i regret / condemn is it's just way too short !! hey taylor's ... give me more holidays pls ..


btw, it's over, pointless to argue wif the admission office ..





ha. and .. this is sth that never ever happened in my family history ...


we went thailand on the 1st day of chinese new year !! spent 3 days there , it's a very "family moment" and i loved it very much ..





mum said : she wants to spend more times with her children , considering the fact that a few years later we won't be by her side , sis is gonna get married anyway, er kor is settling down at taiwan , the year after next heaven knows where would i be , so this is the 1st time we skipped d tradition .







1st day , went songkhla + hattyai( it's just a small town, anyway ) , not bad , went to c d mermaid statue ( but the tour guide din tell us anything about it's story , needs some improvement ^^ ) and we went to c those shows .. ( not thai girl shows , those are XXX ) , went to c those guys who underwent operation for sexual transfer ( did i get it rite ?? sex transfer or sexual transfer ??? sorry .. ) they are kinda obscene anyway , and it really broadened my "perspectives", they are really super skinny , super sexy, super gentle ! haha ! too bad i'm not that type of gal ..




2nd day , explored around hattyai , tried d koay teow soup, fried oyster, desserts , not bad .. but kinda expensive .. the only food i love is from the stall near my hotel -- mayflower hotel , there's this lady selling nangka dessert( something like bubur chacha + nangka ) , greencurry laksa , and tomyam laksa . sth to note : whatever the thais tell u that they're not spicy / mild spicy , they're spicy for malaysians and whatever they tell u that it's a little bit spicy , it's super super super spicy for malaysians !! haha .. that's why the tomyam soup turned out to burn my nostrils and i have to finish a whole bottle of coke to recover from it .





at nite , exchange presents , ( it's sth like christmas, but we can't see every of our family members during christmas , so we changed to chinese new year instead )





i bought a raulph lauren shirt for my erkor


mum bought a seiko watch for dad


sis bought a shirt for mum


dad bought a blouse for sis


i got a scarf and a necklace from my big bro


and er kor gave big bro sth very weird .. a bottle of heinekken , chocolates , and a hypo for hanging purpose .. that's just what he does always .. being special as usual **





3rd day , nth much to say ,we explored around and went back home .






it was an enjoyable trip anyway and i'm very very happy ^^

Friday, January 4, 2008

随心札记

duh .. 我要开始了。。

前几分钟,在电脑前发呆、懊恼着,照片怎么都不见了?我本想upload照片的,因“一图胜千语”, 那么久都没blog了,稍稍的愧疚感,使的确有点,相知小蜜蜂不断地在耳边嗡嗡萦绕,叫我不得不忽视它的重要性。

好了,现在终于要开始了,我还是无言。我就是这样,有着电脑屏幕痴呆症。之前一直盯促自己,一定要写这个、写那个,但是对着电脑屏幕,却一个字也写不出,呆。

最近,在这个假期,我没读书,除了如往常一样到幼儿园帮忙外,我还迷上了 张爱玲。 这是让我觉得我的假期不是白费的唯一的借口,每当想看书时,就会从妈妈的书丛里翻出张爱玲的书籍,然后一一地翻看,看了《金锁记》、《怨女》、《半生缘》、《沉香屑》、《心经》等作品,让我不知不觉地陶醉在那时,三、四十年代的上海,那时的人物,场景,就仿佛从他文字里跳跃出来,活现在眼前。给我的感觉,是陈旧,是无奈,也许有点怪,但我形容它是像旧书那样,是黄色的。就是那种书皮泛黄的颜色。哈!

它里面,说着女人无尽无尽的悲哀,感叹家庭背景带来的困扰,感叹大时代的无奈,尤其是女人,那时的身份极卑微,我就这样,深深地被它牵动着。。

其实,张爱玲,他的生活很坎坷,他的人生坎坷,小时的阴影,父亲是个吸大麻的,母亲四岁就离开她,过后又加上后母的恶待,他的父亲曾经把它软禁,生病时不派认为他看诊,那他躺在床上,足足有半年之久,还有很多关于他的故事,说不尽,我在这里简述。他的情路坎坷,爱上了胡兰成,胡兰成那时是汪精卫的一员,除了让张爱玲受到情伤,更让张爱玲无辜被蒙上了汉奸的罪名,张爱玲那时伤心至极,从此绝不提起胡兰成。过后,他爱上了赖亚, 赖亚生重病,为了医好赖亚,熬夜写稿,稿子又一直被踢回,就一直写,写到经历憔悴,双眼出血,他生平坎坷的遭遇,让他的故事的主人翁大半都没有好的结局,正反映了现实的残酷。他的人生,就像他写的故事,正谓人生如戏,戏如人生啊!

说实在,我有写不完的张爱玲,但有愧于自己对他的认识,才一个月之久,不当评论过甚。张爱玲,还有待我慢慢发现他的其他特点呢!不妨抽空,也看看张爱玲吧。不看张爱玲,也可看其他。。千万别让千古流传下来的文化流失了哦!!华人加油!!


2008 年的我,也得好好加油,明天就回去subang jaya, 那时更接近梦想的一步了,往目标迈进!阿赢加油!大家加油!



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duh .. 我要开始了。。

前几分钟,在电脑前发呆、懊恼着,照片怎么都不见了?我本想upload照片的,因“一图胜千语”, 那么久都没blog了,稍稍的愧疚感,使的确有点,相知小蜜蜂不断地在耳边嗡嗡萦绕,叫我不得不忽视它的重要性。

好了,现在终于要开始了,我还是无言。我就是这样,有着电脑屏幕痴呆症。之前一直盯促自己,一定要写这个、写那个,但是对着电脑屏幕,却一个字也写不出,呆。

最近,在这个假期,我没读书,除了如往常一样到幼儿园帮忙外,我还迷上了 张爱玲。 这是让我觉得我的假期不是白费的唯一的借口,每当想看书时,就会从妈妈的书丛里翻出张爱玲的书籍,然后一一地翻看,看了《金锁记》、《怨女》、《半生缘》、《沉香屑》、《心经》等作品,让我不知不觉地陶醉在那时,三、四十年代的上海,那时的人物,场景,就仿佛从他文字里跳跃出来,活现在眼前。给我的感觉,是陈旧,是无奈,也许有点怪,但我形容它是像旧书那样,是黄色的。就是那种书皮泛黄的颜色。哈!

它里面,说着女人无尽无尽的悲哀,感叹家庭背景带来的困扰,感叹大时代的无奈,尤其是女人,那时的身份极卑微,我就这样,深深地被它牵动着。。

其实,张爱玲,他的生活很坎坷,他的人生坎坷,小时的阴影,父亲是个吸大麻的,母亲四岁就离开她,过后又加上后母的恶待,他的父亲曾经把它软禁,生病时不派认为他看诊,那他躺在床上,足足有半年之久,还有很多关于他的故事,说不尽,我在这里简述。他的情路坎坷,爱上了胡兰成,胡兰成那时是汪精卫的一员,除了让张爱玲受到情伤,更让张爱玲无辜被蒙上了汉奸的罪名,张爱玲那时伤心至极,从此绝不提起胡兰成。过后,他爱上了赖亚, 赖亚生重病,为了医好赖亚,熬夜写稿,稿子又一直被踢回,就一直写,写到经历憔悴,双眼出血,他生平坎坷的遭遇,让他的故事的主人翁大半都没有好的结局,正反映了现实的残酷。他的人生,就像他写的故事,正谓人生如戏,戏如人生啊!

说实在,我有写不完的张爱玲,但有愧于自己对他的认识,才一个月之久,不当评论过甚。张爱玲,还有待我慢慢发现他的其他特点呢!不妨抽空,也看看张爱玲吧。不看张爱玲,也可看其他。。千万别让千古流传下来的文化流失了哦!!华人加油!!


2008 年的我,也得好好加油,明天就回去subang jaya, 那时更接近梦想的一步了,往目标迈进!阿赢加油!大家加油!



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