LOST and FOUND

after much wallowing in self-search, finally i have made up my mind. if, by luck or by chances, i am accepted by NUS to study medicine, i'll be going NUS. * cheers for me for finally making up such an arduous decision * hip-hip-hurray! =D

it is not an easy decision to make, since both seems luring and temptative to me hahaa. but in my hearts of hearts, my wish still tends towards becoming a doctor. weird eh ?? ain't it ? after so much twist and turns, finally i believe : i would live happiest as a doctor, after all. imperial college might be some branded clothes that doesn't fit me, that's the way i would like to describe it.

hence, i'm seriously counting on my application to NUS. my application is still processing, hence i am quite worried. ME ME The WORRIER !!! gosh here i am again, WORRIED for nothing. i would like to crack my head and tell the brain : wake up my dear yi ying , there's nothing to worry =p

there's a saying : if you want something , the whole universe conspires to help you to get it. i hope it turned out to be true for me too . =)

i'll be waiting with hope.

the wings of hope

the wings of hope . yes, it harbours my dreams and all my future that counts on it.



it shall not be tempered nor wavered by adverse conditions. it shall abstain and remain strong, faithfully.



it shall remain modest and true, never tempted easily.



i shall never let it fly away, even if i'm grasping on the last straws.



yonder wings of hope of mine, i promise i'll let you fly high some day. i promise.

scribblings

my mind has been complicated . REAL REAL complicated.

i'm worrying about things that I AM NOT SUPPOSED to worry at this moment. duh, i think i'm just pretending to be such a miserable fool, hahahaha. anyway, life has been GOOD minus the troubles and worries, maybe i should look more towards the positive side of life. yea, i should have. =))

i went back to school today, hrmm .. seems like school is just doing fine without me. sorry but i can't help being a bit narcissistic, oopsie !! school hasn't changed much, just for some newly added facilities, and there are the teachers who can still remember u. which reminds me of the good, old yi ying that i used to know. the super duper crazy one, haha. and the best friends gang .and the days i had in school were total happiness. how i miss those . =p

well, there is one thing that made my heart shivers. the spouse of my guitar teacher was injured during her trip to australia. it was injury on her spinal bone. guess she her neck was knocked against the rocks during her boat trip. and her husband, which is my guitar teacher, has to stay with her to proceed with her operation at australia. they extended their date of return home. it is out of the blue, and the news shocked everyone. life is full of uncertainties, i should have appreciated what i have now and work hard on it. i'll keep my fingers crossed for them. i hope they will be okay. =)

ah ignore me, i'm just emo.