my high school essay

so.. HAPPY MERDEKA people !! i did nothing much today, but i started packing up for UK !! ( but i did very little, seriously )

when i was packing, i saw one of my exercise books during my high school year that looks like this :

see my name ? and the subject teacher is mr. samuel. gosh i miss his jokes. A LOT.

so inside the book, there's an essay entitled : write an essay about a famous person you have met. the essay is way too long-winded hence i shall extract only the juicy parts.

oh , it is a story of me bumping into jay chou at a shopping mall with his body guards, and the story follows..

here is the part which i would like to share with:

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as i was gazing at him, thinking that i am so lucky to meet with him, suddenly, he ran out of my sight. i was shocked. i rushed forward and found that he was kneeling down to pick up a can which dropped on the floor. i gasped. what an environmental lover he is ! when he was getting up, a kid holding a cup of beverage suddenly knocked into him. the beverage which turns out to be coffee spilled on his shirt. oh my God ! i thought he was going to be angry, but in fact he bent down to check whether the kid was hurt and forgave him. he is really a good guy.

kua-jiong rite ? yi ying laughs to death. X)

one of my favourite high school pics during form 5

( poh hsing, soo hui, adeline, and me )

enjoy this, people ! =)

make hay while the sun shines

gather ye rosebuds

for time and tide wait for no one.

jumbled thoughts.

i have mixed feelings right now.

i think i lost grip on myself. or i'm just emo.

or perhaps i need a break after those hectic weeks ( including this and the next week & the previous weeks ).

i think i'm worried about going rembau.

i think i'm thinking too much. thanks to TTMS and you-know-who who influenced me with it.but i dun blame u for that! X)

i think i shall stop thinking and head off to sleep.

goodnite to the world. tomorrow will be a better day.

Something to share with before i put an end to this topic :

The strongest oak must fall

The sweet things in life

To you were just loaned

So how can you lose

What you've never owned

so true isn't it ?

i think i am thinking too much again for tonight. good night everyone.

p.s. : i dunno why but i hate fb recently for it's high publicity. i shall quit fb-ing for the time being.

Cheers of Joy, Joy and Joy

It has been 3 weeks since the JPA officer called and said I'm offered the Ivy League and Equivalent Universities Scholarship. That's when happiness made an entrance into my life again. I was aroused with the feeling of satisfaction for being able to get something that I wanted so so much. With 90% luck and 10% effort, I manage to get it anyway, after lots of twist and turns. I am so lucky after all !! I do believe in the saying: if you want something, the whole universe conspires to help you achieve it, and it has been proven to be true for me till now. So the big truth here is : I am going UK after all !!! Well, after all those misguidance on NUS , ASEAN, finally.. I am back on the right track.

I am soooo looking forward to October, when my new sem starts. =)

Also, frustration is kicking in : My pack from JPA hasn't arrived yet, and it has been 2 weeks since the officer promised to send me the pack with information in it. I need the pack to proceed with the things I need to do to settle down in UK. It is very very IMPORTANT to me. She said she sent last Thursday *finally* via courier, and till now there is still no signs of ANYTHING. I was anticipating so much since Friday, and now I am frustrated. This is one of those hateful moments when I realised that I do freak out on small matters. My kia-su-ness has revealed itself unknowingly. Well, I hope my pack will arrive real soon so that I can quit this bad kia-su demeanour, which is bad for health cause I can't stop thinking, worrying and wondering what happened to my dear pack, coz poslaju usually don't take such a long time to reach the recipient.

Well, what I can do for now is just hope, hope and hope, hoping that it'll arrive tomorrow, if not, further actions will be taken by yours truly, coz she really needs her pack, the pack is like her LIFE and she'll take all costs to get it =)

I am babbling and I think I am going nuts. Extreme happiness and excessive worries are both taking their tolls on me. Help help help .

Yet, apart from those miseries, there is always a but : I am really very happy and grateful for getting to go to Imperial, I can't believe how lucky I am. =)