Friday, September 11, 2009

椰子糖

明天,是我的婆婆的生忌。于是,刚去张罗要拜祭的东西。我们都在买她喜欢吃的食物。在卖糕的档口,看到了久违的椰子糖。

让我告诉你,椰子糖的故事:

每一次去婆婆家时,她都会问我:“吃饱了吗?要留下来吃么?”那时 超现实的我,看了看她桌上的菜好像不怎么吸引人,婆婆也好像吃得不够的感觉,所以每次都会拒绝留下吃饭。而在每一次拒绝了之后,她都会说:“那你等等。”接着,慢慢走到冰箱,掏出几颗椰子糖,说送给我吃。所以每一次从婆婆家回来,我的口里都会含着椰子糖。

婆婆的椰子糖,都是不新鲜的,那糖老黏着糖纸,要费不少力气才能把糖果吃进嘴巴。那时总想:为什么糖果这样的?但我天生爱吃糖,所以也不怎么嫌弃,都吃得津津乐道。每次去婆婆家,都会很高兴地期待椰子糖,直到长大了以后,婆婆看我长大了,也不再给我椰子糖了。

自小,我就不太擅长和婆婆沟通(我比较亲外婆),每次见她,都是聊些客套话,每次都会问问我的学业(小时的我,不美丽也不可爱,让我比较引以为荣的,就是我的成绩了)。所以,我对婆婆的印象,一直都很模糊。那时的我认为她都好像比较疼惜我的堂哥堂姐们:堂哥是长孙,堂姐们家境比较富有。那时的我总觉得她是那种老潮州的思想,而感觉失宠的我,也从不尝试去了解我的婆婆。

直到今天,婆婆去世以后,今天我看到了椰子糖给我的启示。原来关心、疼爱,一切都尽在一颗颗椰子糖里。

Thursday, September 10, 2009

sin yin

*drum rolls* proudly introducing to you my high school twin, bao bei sin yin!! =D

so, sin yin is leaving for india . to embark upon her journey, a new challenge, towards becoming a professional and dedicated doctor, which i believe SHE WILL.

for the past 7 years, she is someone whom i have always talked to and joked to. someone who reads my thoughts and understands them without fail. someone whom i have shared sooo much of personal stuffs with. someone i will and always turn to either when i'm emo, happy, sad, bored or anything. gosh i seriously gonna miss her soo much. ><

all the best to you, sin yin dear !! gosh i am seriously missing you already. X)