Friday, March 27, 2009

the wings of hope

the wings of hope . yes, it harbours my dreams and all my future that counts on it.



it shall not be tempered nor wavered by adverse conditions. it shall abstain and remain strong, faithfully.



it shall remain modest and true, never tempted easily.



i shall never let it fly away, even if i'm grasping on the last straws.



yonder wings of hope of mine, i promise i'll let you fly high some day. i promise.

Monday, March 23, 2009

scribblings

my mind has been complicated . REAL REAL complicated.

i'm worrying about things that I AM NOT SUPPOSED to worry at this moment. duh, i think i'm just pretending to be such a miserable fool, hahahaha. anyway, life has been GOOD minus the troubles and worries, maybe i should look more towards the positive side of life. yea, i should have. =))

i went back to school today, hrmm .. seems like school is just doing fine without me. sorry but i can't help being a bit narcissistic, oopsie !! school hasn't changed much, just for some newly added facilities, and there are the teachers who can still remember u. which reminds me of the good, old yi ying that i used to know. the super duper crazy one, haha. and the best friends gang .and the days i had in school were total happiness. how i miss those . =p

well, there is one thing that made my heart shivers. the spouse of my guitar teacher was injured during her trip to australia. it was injury on her spinal bone. guess she her neck was knocked against the rocks during her boat trip. and her husband, which is my guitar teacher, has to stay with her to proceed with her operation at australia. they extended their date of return home. it is out of the blue, and the news shocked everyone. life is full of uncertainties, i should have appreciated what i have now and work hard on it. i'll keep my fingers crossed for them. i hope they will be okay. =)

ah ignore me, i'm just emo.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

ang gu and mi gu

this happens this morning , to me.

venue : kota permai wet market
time : 7+ am

this morning, after our routinely shopping at kota permai wet market ( me and my mum ) , my mum was asking me to buy her breakfast as usual . so, we headed to a stall selling kuih.

mum : ying , get me the ang gu . ( the one wif the tortoise and bean paste inside )

ying : okay. boss, giv me the ang gu . i want two .

i pointed to the mi gu , the oval one , and think that's the ang gu , but he definitely has no affinity towards me coz he's not responding. so i repeated, yet, no respond. so i quit asking him and headed to another stall who sells kuih, then again, i pointed to the mi gu and asked for the ang gu. and the person gave me mi gu . 2 big BIJI of mi gu. and i showed my mum proudly the mi gus. by that time, she already bought the ang gu at another stall . she has no suspicion towards the mi gu at all.

when i wen t to the car , only i realised, oh god !! that's mi gu !! it's not ang gu !!! and i got 2 mi gu for my lunch and my dinner. this is ultimate blurness . so so yi ying.