do you know what it feels like to have the whole sky crumbling and heaving its heavy weight on you?

that feeling of being paralysed, gasping for air.

and i always wonder - why would it happen in the first place. why would it have to be the same person - again. but i guess, what didn't kill you, makes you stronger.

but i guess the fortunate thing is; in realty, you are still able to eat, breathe, and sleep normally despite the internal struggles.

let us hope that this too, will be over.