aye aye !! i'm having holidays .. i'm enjoying every moment of it .. time flies , surprisingly , the first week of my holidays is coming to an end.
in retrospect of my college life , they had been wonderfully awesome. lecturers are helpful , they're experienced , they're knowledgeable . friends .. hah !! like yvonne , katherine , and julia ? they're my college buddies ^^ en .. we're the kl^3 =P this sounds like a very lame name , it's our initial for our surname ... hahhahahhaa ... but we're prone to love it ^^ we did a lot of stuffs together ... and i would like to apologise for not being able to be with u guys sometimes , but trust me , i sayang u guys as well , it's deep inside my heart .
i had been lonely , living alone without the company of family members had always been weird for me . but luckily , i strived and survived tho .. there were nites where i weeped over the absence of my family members , i was blaming myself for not being together wif them to go through those time of adversities.. i have to admit , i was really feeble that moment .. there were just times when i'm not myself .
and academic wise , i am shame to say , i failed . from spm to cal , it's a major transition for me . it's of greater intensity and volume , and i wasn't well prepared for it . i'm just progressing at the advanced subsidiary level , and yet i'm feeling the tense and pressure. bio , chem is going fine for me , but physics and maths ?? ho ho . .and somemore with thinking skills ?? sorry dude , u got the wrong person . i'm a total failure in these subjects , despite mr. hari's effort to make physics an interesting subject so we won't drop his subject, i still can't handle physics well . i'm sorry .
it's the end of the year , and i'm turning 19 next year , last year of me being a teenager . my teenager life haven't been going pretty smooth for me , am i not putting enough effort ?? this is my last year . i'm not gonna compromise wif my bad attitude , i'm not gonna stay lazy , i'm not gonna stay demotivated . i wanna get good results , i wanna gain more knowledge , i wanna enjoy life , i'm gonna live life to the fullest .
live life to the fullest , that will be my new year ( 2008 ) aspiration.
yi ying
