i have received an offer from NUS . finally . well, i'm not so sure whether it's good news or bad, but ... it's chemical engineering !!! my 2nd option to be exact. it was kinda gratifying since they gave me an offer, but i feel sad coz i'm not accepted for the medicine course, the one i am always expecting, i guess sometimes it's hard to get things that you REALLY want, life can't be always smooth, but to console myself, i shall say : everything happens for a reason. geez, that sounds much better, ain't it ? rather than the self pitying version. but i'm really pissed. i did made an effort to prepare for the interview, and i was even turned down before the interview !! i shall apply those skills in later time. it's their loss i tell u .
and now, i am having a hard time too. having to choose between chemical engineering and pharmacology. i don't really quite know how would i have ended up in such situation, but really , sometimes things just happen when we least expect it. SURPRISE !!! that gives a jolt and probably some twist and turns in my life perhaps .
well, i'm turning 20. i should have handle this situation in a much more mature way. so probably i should quit venting on blog and turn to look for more practical solutions. and at the meantime, remaining happy and wishful seems so hard for me. i'm feeling disappointed .
well, not much to worry, i'll grieve and move on. i'll be fine , i just need some time.
