i have received an offer from NUS . finally . well, i'm not so sure whether it's good news or bad, but ... it's chemical engineering !!! my 2nd option to be exact. it was kinda gratifying since they gave me an offer, but i feel sad coz i'm not accepted for the medicine course, the one i am always expecting, i guess sometimes it's hard to get things that you REALLY want, life can't be always smooth, but to console myself, i shall say : everything happens for a reason. geez, that sounds much better, ain't it ? rather than the self pitying version. but i'm really pissed. i did made an effort to prepare for the interview, and i was even turned down before the interview !! i shall apply those skills in later time. it's their loss i tell u .
and now, i am having a hard time too. having to choose between chemical engineering and pharmacology. i don't really quite know how would i have ended up in such situation, but really , sometimes things just happen when we least expect it. SURPRISE !!! that gives a jolt and probably some twist and turns in my life perhaps .
well, i'm turning 20. i should have handle this situation in a much more mature way. so probably i should quit venting on blog and turn to look for more practical solutions. and at the meantime, remaining happy and wishful seems so hard for me. i'm feeling disappointed .
well, not much to worry, i'll grieve and move on. i'll be fine , i just need some time.
5 comments:
happy b'day in advance~
this makes me the first ~:)
good luck for your studies~
no bon,i was actually the first.muahaha.right,ying?
it's not their loss la for not taking you for their med course.read the quote below :
It's not that we're not good enough for them,they're just not our thing.That's all. ~ Lim Yvonne (1989-present)i believe i told you that some time ago?hahahahaha.it's a stupid quote but it still makes you feel better,no?but then again if they're just not our thing then why apply right?haha.i'm confusing myself. =P
but anyway,WE believe everything happens for a reason.we just might not know the reason now.we may know it in future or never know it but take pride in knowing that we can change things beyond our control and do our best while making those changes.
it was great to have talked to you for another record breaking 90mins i think.hahaha.your phone bill is gonna rocket sky high.you really should let me call you stubborn ox.LOL.
jia you!
y not u apply other uni for medicine if u reli want to become a doctor =)
to bon and vonne : bon u're not the first, vonne's first xp . eh JB-ians do have the habit of wishing ppl early ya ?? hypothesis tested and proven correct =p thanks guys !! u guys are simply AWESOME xp
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