Cheers of Joy, Joy and Joy

It has been 3 weeks since the JPA officer called and said I'm offered the Ivy League and Equivalent Universities Scholarship. That's when happiness made an entrance into my life again. I was aroused with the feeling of satisfaction for being able to get something that I wanted so so much. With 90% luck and 10% effort, I manage to get it anyway, after lots of twist and turns. I am so lucky after all !! I do believe in the saying: if you want something, the whole universe conspires to help you achieve it, and it has been proven to be true for me till now. So the big truth here is : I am going UK after all !!! Well, after all those misguidance on NUS , ASEAN, finally.. I am back on the right track.

I am soooo looking forward to October, when my new sem starts. =)

Also, frustration is kicking in : My pack from JPA hasn't arrived yet, and it has been 2 weeks since the officer promised to send me the pack with information in it. I need the pack to proceed with the things I need to do to settle down in UK. It is very very IMPORTANT to me. She said she sent last Thursday *finally* via courier, and till now there is still no signs of ANYTHING. I was anticipating so much since Friday, and now I am frustrated. This is one of those hateful moments when I realised that I do freak out on small matters. My kia-su-ness has revealed itself unknowingly. Well, I hope my pack will arrive real soon so that I can quit this bad kia-su demeanour, which is bad for health cause I can't stop thinking, worrying and wondering what happened to my dear pack, coz poslaju usually don't take such a long time to reach the recipient.

Well, what I can do for now is just hope, hope and hope, hoping that it'll arrive tomorrow, if not, further actions will be taken by yours truly, coz she really needs her pack, the pack is like her LIFE and she'll take all costs to get it =)

I am babbling and I think I am going nuts. Extreme happiness and excessive worries are both taking their tolls on me. Help help help .

Yet, apart from those miseries, there is always a but : I am really very happy and grateful for getting to go to Imperial, I can't believe how lucky I am. =)