my dear january

hey , sorry for my long gone update but they're coming up rite now !!!

i had a fabulous month . it was a month crammed with many many incidents, getting tense and pressure every week i would so daresay , haha. it started with the release of results from cambridge. they're supposed to release the results by 2nd of jan by any means , and st. johns college, the college i'm applying to told me that they're going to notify the applicants of their decision via letter , so it took the letter 10 days to reach my house. 10th of jan. i happily got the letter , opened it and there was slight disappointment and slight happiness. i got into winter pool !!! so .. it's not a bad thing , since i'm not totally rejected but they're giving me a 2nd chance if other colleges wants me . so .. i have the chance of being re-admitted after all !! that was the bright side of the story. so here is the disappointment followed by a tinny-winny bit of hope i'm still clinging onto.

i anxiously anticipated my letter from cambridge, checking my UCAS status daily to see if they are any changes . to my disappointment , there are none .

last week. 17/1 . i received rejection letter from cambridge. finally. they told me that my application was unsucessful. it was a sad moment, yet i understood that chances to get into cambridge was slim. i accepted it. so .. there were days of me being sad and moody . hahaa.

21/1 . i received my CIE A levels result !!! and it's just right at the level of satisfactory. haha. good . so gone were the feelings of emptiness and moodiness . hehe .

oh ya yi ying is back again, re-lived once more. =)))